If you only knew what I really came from
ah good father three sisters and oh yeah ah brother
and one crazy ass mother who left when she asked us
if we really wanted her around
no why would you think that why would we want you around
why would we like the world upside down
why did we see the family split and separate
now fill the little hearts with hate
fill these little hearts with hate don't stop or wait
theirs no time to debate get gone to us
you are nothing more yeah hello goodbye
no more I cry even if Im upset when I saw others die
but I guess thats life thats right alright
lets move lets go Lets get out of here
out of the atmosphere and in the clear
no longer here lets completely disappear because


you never deserved to hear from me
I was never concerned with the speech
that you always try to give to me
so why don't you just go ahead and leave
you never deserved to hear from me
I was never concerned with the speech
that you always try to give to me
so why don't you just go ahead and leave


If only you could see it from my perspective
if you could just understand my own wreckage
see I was raised by my dad my mom was barely involved
In this fact fuck my mom she really didn't help at all
little rage fits the happy and mad bitch
with a lot of guilt trips on innocent kids kicked
I mean shit what is a kid to do
why should a kid have to choose between the two of you
I mean love for both but one is so much more fun
Im sorry mom love is still their its just slightly undone
yeah Im a live with my father let your temperature get hotter
you say you love me but why do you even bother
huh just wondering
wondering when the fun will come back in
to play to play
but their is no room to play today and thats okay but


you never deserved to hear from me
I was never concerned with the speech
that you always try to give to me
so why don't you just go ahead and leave
you never deserved to hear from me
I was never concerned with the speech
that you always try to give to me
so why don't you just go ahead and leave


So my pop got pacemaker in
he is gonna have to go through rehabilitation
and I cant wait to see him back I'll know he'll make it
but wait I just graduated
He said thats all he needed to see me do
because right from there everything came unglued
and right from there my soul just knew
what me my brother and my sisters were about to lose
Gone your just gone your just gone
and I don't know if I go on
But Im gonna try for you
Im gonna try for you
so i try to my best even keeping away with rest
to much of a test my heart is filling with stress
of my mom coming back and making a bigger mess
please get out of here I don't need the guilt from your chest because



you never deserved to hear from me
I was never concerned with the speech
that you always try to give to me
so why don't you just go ahead and leave
you never deserved to hear from me
I was never concerned with the speech
that you always try to give to me
so why don't you just go ahead and leave